ramblings from the heart...

You know what it is
When you feel it
It hits you unexpectedly
You try to deny it
Dismiss it
Ignore it
And pretend
Like it’s not there
But the butterflies
Continue to grow
And you begin to find it harder
To hide
Because your heart
Is no longer your own
Things begin to feel out of control
Because you don’t know what to do
And you don’t know how you got here
feeling the worse type of love
the type that you know will be unreturned

P's latest top 21!

*I’ve been feeling some kind of way lately. An emotional quarter-life crisis perhaps? Which has caused a lot of writing, but not much sharing….*

1. I like unsalted peanuts in my yogurt
2. Not a fan of raisins, cranberries, or any shriveled looking fruit
3. I like my okra breaded, not stewed
4. Captain Crabs makes the BEST red kool-aid
5. I’ve been spoiled by South Florida
6. I don’t get how I’m intimidating to other people
7. I’m long overdue for a night trip to the beach
8. I have been having the wackiest dreams
9. This degree is going to be the death of me
10. I’m ready to put my passport to use again
11. I’m ready to build that bridge…
12. I have a hard time admitting that I miss people
13. It gets tough being the pillar sometimes
14. Denece is screaming to come out
15. I love Blue Bell Icecream
16. I hate it when people who have no real intensions of working out hog the machines that I want to use
17. I am fascinated by people who don’t sweat at the gym
18. A lot of times I’m on the outside looking in
19. I don’t understand why my feelings are still growing for you
20. Wade for MVP!
21. Cyclops is more dependable, but Wolverine has that bad boy appeal...