jigga

It’s better to watch someone when they aren’t looking at you because when they are looking at you they are on their best behavior –jay z

words of wisdom from weezy

Somewhere inbetween all the mind games, lies, and seduction, I fell for you.

Somewhere inbetween all the broken promises, manipulation and heartache, i got

over you. but i guess i fibbed a few times too, Rememeber all those times i swore i

needed you? Well consider them lies cause babe, here i am without you and I

survived.

wrong type of love

I loved him
But I think that I loved him
For all the wrong reasons
I loved him because
I hoped that one day the he
Could possibly love me back
I love him because I thought
That I was at the top of the list
I loved him
Because he was far enough away
So I could pretend that I did not know
What I could not see
I love him because he knew my body
Better than he knew his own
I loved him because
I thought it could get not better than him
And that he was worth the wait
I loved him because he revived me
From a long dark slumber
I loved him because of the possibilities
I love him because he never leaves my mind
No matter how many replacements come my way
I loved him because I couldn’t have him
I hope to stop loving him

two

When hurricane season returns
It’d be 2 years
2 years since I sat in your presence
2 years since I got lost in you sent
And heard you whisper my name
2 years since I remembered what made me return to gate C over and over again
2 years since I thought about giving up sunshine for lone stars
2 years since I remembered what that feeling was
2 years
Since I got broken all over again
And wondered if it was meant for me
2 years since I wondered if I had gone too far
And if I should have jumped ship when I first saw the signs
2 years…
2 years since I felt like it could possibly could have been us 2