Crown Royal:Jill Scott

Your hands on my hips

Pull me right back to you

I catch that thrust

Give it right back to you

You're in so deep

I'm breathin' for you

You grab my braids

Arch my back high for you

Your diesel engine

I'm squirting mad oil on

Down on the floor

Til my speakers start to boil

I flip shit

Quick slip

Hip dip

And I'm twisted

In your hands and your lips

And your tongue tricks

And you're so thick

And you're so big

And you're so

Crown Royal on ice

Crown Royal on ice

Crown Royal on ice

Crown Royal on ice

smoke & mirrors

For some reason people think
That I have my stuff together
And I hate to disappoint folks
But…
I am one mixed up individual
I hate it when people ask me
What I plan to do after I get out of school
Most of the time I make some crap up
Because I really do not know
My mind changes like the time
I don’t understand why people
Turn to me for advice
When I barely know
What the heck is going on in my own life
One step forward
Just to end up taking two steps back
And it seriously
Makes me chuckle inside
When I get complimented on the way
I handle men
Now that is the biggest joke ever
Because there is no handling going on
I would never say that I have bad taste in men
Because for the most part
The guys that I am drawn to have all been great
Except
The actual follow through process
Always seems to fall short
And I seem to be a repeat offender
Of wondering
What could I have done differently
I often wonder what people see
When they look at me
I should call myself
An illusionist
And become a great magician
Because I have mastered
A role
That I struggle with maintaining
There is a lot about me
That people
Not even the ones that I live
With don’t see
The dark days
The lowest of low days
I regret the day that I was told
By my mother
That she expects the most out of me
Because that was the day
I truly felt the weight
Of the world on my shoulders
The burden of perfection
A part of me really wants
To do something irresponsible
So I can release some of the pressure
That I place on myself
Facing me every day…
I have it ALL figured out alright…

in due time...

outkast: in due time

You just keep your faith in me
Don't act impatiently
You'll get where you need to be
In due time
Even when things are slow
Hold on and don't let go
I'll give you what I owe
In due time

Struggle is just a part of my day
Many obstacles have been placed in my way
I know the only reason that I make it through
Is because I never stop believing in you
Some people wonder why we're here in the 1st place
They can't believe because they ain't never seen your face
But even when you pray, the next day you gotta try
Can it wait for nobody to come down out the sky
You've got to realize that the world's a test
You can only do your best and let him do the rest
You've got your life, you've got your health
So quit procrastinating and push it yourself
You've got to realize that the world's a test
You can only do your best and let him do the rest
You've got your life, you've got your health
So quit procrastinating

GRAVITY

It’s something about that darn GRAVITY…

//you hold me without touch/it never takes too long/no matter what I say or do/I still feel you here ‘till the moment I’m gone/you hold me without touch/you keep me without chains//

Gravity by Sara Bareilles

life 101

Life is all about
Moving onward and moving forward
Moving beyond the present
And turning it into your past
Basically it’s about getting over things
I got over what I hope to be
The greatest and my only romantic
Heartache on my life
Because no one ever died of a broken heart
I got over my biggest romantic disappointment
Because no one ever stopped living
Because they did not get what they wanted
And now
I hope to get over
My biggest romantic regret
Because walking around
Drunk on hope
Never got anyone anywhere

Crazy for You: Adele

I Found myself today singing out loud your name.

You said I'm crazy,if I am I'm crazy for you.

Sometimes sitting in the dark wishing you were here

turns me crazy,

but it's you who makes me loose my head

And everytime I'm meant to be acting sensible

you drift into my head and turn me intoa crumbling fool.

Tell me to run and I'll race,

if you want me to stop I'll freeze.

And if you want me gone I'll leave,

just hold me closer baby.

And make me crazy for you.

Crazy for you.

Lately with this state Im in

I can't help myself but spin.

I wish you'd come over send me spinning closer to you.

My oh my, how my blood boils,

its sweetest taste for you

It strips me down bare and gets me into my favourite mood.

I keep on trying I'm fighting these feelings away,

but the more I do the crazier I turn into.

Pacing floors and opening doors hoping you'll walk through

and save me boy.

Because I'm too crazy for you.

Crazy for you.

cravings

I crave him
There is no other way to put it
No other way to say it
His touch
His taste
His HEAT
I close my eyes and my hands
Become his
I crave him
He consumes my fantasies
The thought of him
Instantly makes me
Lick my lips
Rub my lips
I crave him

love the reprise.

I’ve been thinking about love a lot lately
I’ve been in love twice
Came close to it once
I once loved an angel once who loved me back
Though briefly
And that’s when I learned how good love could feel
Also realized how much it could hurt
And knew what they meant when they said
That love was blind
My heart took a beating
But I loved him with everything that I had
Even when he made me cry
Made me question myself
He almost turned me into broken woman
I still loved him enough
To forgive him
Because he once loved me
I almost fell in love with a lonestar
There was something about him
That I just couldn't shake
He was so easy
Too easy
To this day I still wonder
What could have been
If he felt close to what I felt
I loved the idea of our potential
There was once someone who loved me
But I didn't love him back
I hurt him
Forgot him
He forgave me
And for that I am grateful
I loved someone
Who I don’t think loved me back
I was never able to tell him
Can’t tell him
How he planted his roots in me
Like a tree
And that I loved him before I knew what love was
Doubt that I will ever tell him
But if I did
I’d have to borrow a line from Sanaa
“I’ve loved you since I was 11 years old and the shit just won’t go away”
I'd let him know that he was all I needed
Nothing about him had to change
Because he is perfect as he is
That I only fight him because
I know I can't have him
I wish that I could tell him
How he slips into my dreams at night
Occupy my thoughts during day
And that he scares the crap out of me
Sigh, sometimes I wish that I did not know
What love was