new door

they say that you get what you are looking for
when you aren't looking
and when you least expect it
i certainly wasn't looking for this
i stand in front of a new door
open in front of me
not quite sure what to do
i want to enter it
run through with full force
but i am still afraid
of what waits for me on the other side
will the grass be greener?
will it welcome me?
will it want me?
or am i just fooling myself to think that
this new door was open just for me?