someone else

I’m not mad at you
I’m just frustrated
I’m just tired

I'm just confused
I want someone else to be standing in your place
Why can’t you be you, but someone else?
I’m mad at myself
For not taking advantage of what is available to me

For wanting you to be in him
I know how great you are
And that perfection walks in your shadow
But you are not who I want you to be