just for you

I wanted to write this one just for you
I needed to tell you
How I’ve broken some of my rules for you
That as hard as I try I just can’t figure it out
Why
You make me second guess my decisions
And though you want no part of them
You influence my choices
This one was supposed to tell you that
I think that what we just might be
The one thing that I can’t give a label too
And that’s fine
Because whatever we are and where ever we are
Are the way things are supposed to be
I wanted to write this one just for you
To tell you
That even when you frustrate me
I still find myself missing you
And that though I try to put walls up between us
On top of the miles that lay between us
I find myself telling you secrets that I never even knew that I had
I wanted to write this one just for you
But even after looking at all of these words
There is so much more that I want to say