a.m. thoughts

I am most definitely
Double fisting it this morning
A night of literally no sleep
Calls for reinforcements
Up all night tossing
And turning
Head and heart
Filled
Actually
Head and heart
Overflowing
Wondering, hoping, thinking, wishing
Praying
That all of this
Is just the foundation
To something more
Leading to something bigger
A future
Together
Trying to figure out
How to say
I know you gotta alotta shit going on right now
But I’on care
I just want to be with you
Be yours, hold your hand through this
Whatever this
May turn out to be
Not sure if
I can handle the alternative
I am too deep in it now
Too late to make my escape
Done running
Sitting and waiting
READY
Trying to figure out
What’s taking so long?
Patience is not one of my strong suits
It all seems so simple
You say you want me
And I know
That I want you
And
Everything that comes with you
You have me where
You’ve always wanted me