doesn't matter

I used to want to go toe to toe with you
Line for line
Word for word
Plead my case
Express my feelings
Put it all on the table
Over and over gain
Until you could see
Why I was so passionate about it
But now I just ask myself
Why do I even bother?
My crying, screaming, and pleading
Aren’t going to change your mind
You are not going to wake up and see things through my eyes
All of a sudden
I’m not going to waste my breath
Begging you to go along with my plan
Maybe there is a part of me that has given up
Maybe there is a part of me that finally realizes,
That it is what it is
Maybe there is a part of me that no longer cares
Maybe there is a part of me that knows,
That not matter what,
You are going to do what you want to do
No matter what I say or how I feel
Maybe there is a part of me knows that
It really is your world
And I am just another character in the play of your life
Maybe I finally see that everything
Is based on your time, wants, and needs
Who knows?
All I know is that really and truly
My opinion…
Doesn’t matter