so what should i say?

Should I say
That my mouth says many things
But my heart holds the truth
Should I say
That I am constantly reaching out to grab hold of something solid
Because I feel myself slipping
And that I am afraid of what will follow…
A hard fall
Should I say
That I don’t like feeling like I am not in control
And that I sometimes long to be the ice princess again
Uncaring, unmoved, and just numb
Should I say
That I wish that I was as courageous as I came off
Should I say that despite the good and that bad that might await me
That I have no regrets?
What should I say?
What could I say?
That would make things clearer
That would make decisions easier
And that would make the ending results better...