thoughts on my heart

Do you ever sit and wonder
How did I get here?
Back to a place that I thought I’d never be again
In limbo
Not sure of what to do
Trying to figure out
If I could put my expectations on hold
Sometimes a lesson learned
Is not always a lesson learned
Wondering if this is it for me
If this is all that is meant to be
Will I always prepped for the race
Committed to team
But never ever to reach the finish line
Forced to always sit on the bench