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Time to face facts
Actually this is not a new revelation
This has been going on
For far too long
I just had it pointed out to me out loud
In the worse way
The way that left me wondering if they were right
But I’d never tell them that they were
I’m in need of major weaning
Sometimes I wonder if I should just quit cold turkey
But if I do I’d be cutting out more than a portion of my heart
I’d be eliminating a friend
I know a decision has to be made soon
If I were talking to someone else in my situation
I’d tell hem to make a decision and stick to it
Decisions are just so….
FINAL
But I can’t detach myself
Honestly, part of me hates to give up
All of our raw and unfiltered honesty
My biggest fear is to make a clean cut
Right before my number got called

“It is like you were my favorite drug; problem is you were using me in a different way that I was using you….”