heat so deep

See i got this thing inside of me trying to escape/i've kept it locked up for so long that i don't know what to do with it/it is a heat so deep that i can feel it in my sleep/not sure how much longer i can contain it/it has been begging to be set free i don't know how much longer i can ignore its calling/not sure how much longer i can ignore its need/i am afraid to unleash it because it may force me to lose my head/got this thing inside me producing a heat so deep/it consumes my mind/ takes over my thinking through out the day/it tries to boil over as i try to keep it as a simmer/this heat so deep wants to be breakfast lunch and dinner/it wants to be the first and the last/it can be addictive it can be hypnotizing/this heat so deep shortens my breath/it does something to me/turns me into someone else/makes me greedy and demanding/it lurks into dreams and leaves a longing for more/this heat so deep is something else...