like this...

not sure if i am ready to join up with you again
especially not like this...
you came back stronger than ever
you knocked me off my feet
normally i would welcome you
but like this...
i am trying to fight the pull you have on me
but i am only human
i am not afraid to say that you have been missed
but at the same time i am glad that you went away
i don't know if i can do this again
especially like this...
you feel good to me
fill me up and brighten my days
but you make me weak
distract me and make me lose my focus
you put a smile on my face and add a glow to my skin
but like this...
you worry me
and make me forget myself
you sometimes disappoint me
and like this...
you are going to drive me crazy
here you are so unexpected
why can't i have you on my terms
i was not prepared for you to arrive
like this...
why did you have to come back
especially like this...
you'll leave my heart aching
and missing its other half