i sometimes find myself lost in you
a feeling that scares me to no end
i get short of breath
and my heart shakes with worry
and my stomach gets filled with butterflies
its not that i dont want be so in to you
but i wonder
i ask myself
if i were to totally fall for you
where would that leave me
could you handle having my heart under you complete care
or would you leave it on the side
to pick up when you want to
and have around only when you needed it
sometimes i can't believe the way i act...
the jones that i got in my bones for you-
i have to ask myself do you completely get it yet
do you understand-
why i sometimes feel
ashamed at how mesmerized i get
you don't know what you've done to me
I'm stuck on you
i step back and just look at you sometimes
watch you while you sleep
and try to read your mind-
see where i belong...
i try to see the things i never hear from you
i wonder what you think
and where your heart is
all while
i try to place mine in your hands...