without it...

i wonder what i would do if i woke up and couldn't write

if my heart and mind were silenced

my feelings would go unheard

those things i dream about would remain unknown

my wants and deepest desires....

should might as well not even exist

my shyness would paralyse me

my ability to tell the truth with out the result of much heartache

would be taken away

my extra boost of confidence would no longer have a home

my heart would hold a lot more secrets

and my ideas would be held in the prison of my brain

if my hands were unable to speak up for me

i'd be able to hide

but would be filled with what ifs

sometimes i feel that i would go around unnoticed

and i couldn't-

wouldn't be able to-

*sigh*

say what i really want to say right now....